A nightmare you can't wake up from

Since Saturday morning my life has been hell.  And it just seems to keep getting worse.  I want to wake up, I want this to all go away.  I want it to go back to how it was.  All that goes through my head is "God, why??"

No, everything is not ok in my world right now...

The only glimmer of hope is that I have found someone to lease Cash.... though it seems trivial and insignificant now.

I'm just clinging to this song right now, praying that I will eventually find peace.